Thanks Tommy..... i have learnt my lesson, i just wish i had learnt it in a much more theoretical way and not so empirically....
but that is life, today you are a mere checker, tomorrow you are a king, and viceversa.
all this economical turmoil has debilitated my faith on humanity and has made me aware that chasing money is futile. I thank the Lord for the many many many chances he keeps on granting me.
i know a lot of people make fun of Rocky, i find a lot of inspiration in those movies.... this is from "Rocky Balboa" the last Rocky movie (for now)....
"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard ya hit. It's about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers...."
here is a link to the scene i am referring to.....
http://youtu.be/D_Vg4uyYwEk
this has helped me a lot to get on my feet again, stop blaming others and keep taking hits.... come the 12th round i'll be standing right there ...
cheers to all of you, the ones that got hit by this ugly economic malady and the ones that dodged the bullet

Danny Alvarez